getting really cranky about having to cut all my hair off because of starting chemo on friday.

cranky… sad… 

i don’t look good with short hair.  

but if i lose my hair i guess i would rather not have to deal with the long hair and i would much rather lose short hair.  

my latest thing is if anyone has an event or anything and they want me to do something like be in pictures i say “sure. fine.  i will come.  AND I HOPE I AM BALDED AND RUIN ALL YOUR PICTURES!”  

cuz i am really sweet like that.